These times are really hard. We are running in circles. We’ve been here before, the same situation. The difference though is, now, you want to leave, I want you to stay. I want to make this better but you’re going away. You sure are gonna be alright while I’m stuck here in your memories in the place where we left so many things to remember. Your heart change. Mine’s stuck in the same position but is now crushed and ashed! There’s nothing left of me. I just want you to know even if you leave, I’ll be here. I’m tired but I can’t stop. I love you.

These times are really hard.

We are running in circles. We’ve been here before, the same situation. The difference though is, now, you want to leave, I want you to stay. I want to make this better but you’re going away. You sure are gonna be alright while I’m stuck here in your memories in the place where we left so many things to remember. Your heart change. Mine’s stuck in the same position but is now crushed and ashed! There’s nothing left of me.

I just want you to know even if you leave, I’ll be here. I’m tired but I can’t stop. I love you.

Awkward. What kind of awkwardness is there between us? I cannot comprehend what this is all about? What just happened to us? Is the awkwardness you feel is the awkwardness that I feel? That awkwardness where you can’t talk to me because I know. I know just how you feel about me. That you can’t love me now, you’re not ready. And maybe you were turned off! Because I talk too much and said awful things.was selfish and demanding. Or is that the awkwardness that I dare not think about. That awkwardness where you really don’t like me and you hate me now. That you can’t be friends with me anymore? Ugh this sucks! Sucks real bad. I want to understand but you won’t let me in.

Awkward.

What kind of awkwardness is there between us? I cannot comprehend what this is all about? What just happened to us?

Is the awkwardness you feel is the awkwardness that I feel? That awkwardness where you can’t talk to me because I know. I know just how you feel about me. That you can’t love me now, you’re not ready. And maybe you were turned off! Because I talk too much and said awful things.was selfish and demanding.

Or is that the awkwardness that I dare not think about. That awkwardness where you really don’t like me and you hate me now. That you can’t be friends with me anymore? Ugh this sucks! Sucks real bad.

I want to understand but you won’t let me in.

I’m rash and I’m stupid!

I’m rash and I’m stupid!

… I’ll make you hate me, tell me I’m a nuisance, push me away, even though it hurts me so much…

I’ll make you hate me, tell me I’m a nuisance, push me away, even though it hurts me so much…

“Sometimes I have to realize that some people can stay in my hearts but not in my life.”

“Sometimes I have to realize that some people can stay in my hearts but not in my life.”

“My love story is a bit late but I know it’s true.”
Unofficially Yours. I’m claiming it already. Casting out doubts, trusting my feelings. Trusting him. This time I’ll be consistent. This time I just want to love you all the way. I love you Mi XJ-212.

Unofficially Yours.

I’m claiming it already. Casting out doubts, trusting my feelings. Trusting him. This time I’ll be consistent. This time I just want to love you all the way. I love you Mi XJ-212.